ohh! brother.

we laugh
we cry
we fight
we die

and all the little things in between.
it's life.

Throughout my life, I've always wanted a friend to share all of my secrets with, someone who would understand everything, and love me unconditional. forever.

I always thought I would find my friend in school.
That they would be exactly like me, and we could share all of our thoughts,
and we'd just be best friends.


After thinking about it long and hard,
I know, I have a select few close friends.
they know who they are.

what i didn't realize,
is that my life long friend
*sigh* i've had all along.
he's always been here.

he kept every secret.
he always dried my tears.
he picked me up when i fell.
and always told me i'd be okay.
he protected me, and still does.
he bothers me to no end,
and sometimes i tell people
he's adopted.

in all reality.
he's my best friend.

he loves me no matter what.

that's what brothers do.

and sometimes, on christmas mornings they give you hugs and say
"you know, fifteen and quarter years ago, i wanted a puppy, but i got you instead. and as much as i complain, i wouldn't trade you for any- well maybe a new computer....no, actually, a ps3. hahaha just kidding, i wouldn't trade you. sometimes you're the only friend i have. even though you're mean to me, and tell tracy i'm adopted. i love you kz. most of the time."

hahahaha
brothers.
:)
they're amazing!



inspiration for this blog goes to my brother.

and the amazing mr.travers.
:)