i find it sad

that a person whom i disliked,
is a better friend to me than you.


[&heartbreak]

when the sun sets over the horizon, i see an empty seat next to mine. i've finally given up on you. my faith in you has lost it's strength again. my hopes for you have completely vanished. my love for you was never real, but it was a pretty idea. maybe one day we'll sort it all out, i'm not one to hold a grudge. i am the ultimate forgiver, you told me that. just know, that i forgive, but never really forget. it's bitter, i know.

[&silence]

Did you choose the right path this time? Cause if you didn't, don't retrace your steps and expect me to still be there for you, again. I did it before, and I learned from my mistakes, I can't say the same for you.

[&thankyou]

You've been helping me with everything lately, and I really can't explain why. We're not close friends at all. We never were. However, you've helped me this summer more than my closest friends, or people who call themselves my closest friends. I don't know how many times I can thank you, or how you're ever really going to understand. Always know that you have a friend in me. I promise to always take your side, because you took mine. Thank you.

[&friendship]

You are my best friend. Even the satanic facebook says so. (: I know you'll probably never read this, unless you decide to get a blogger account. Whatever. We've always been really close, and you've always been able to pull me back from the edge many times. You've helped me turn things around even when i didn't think it was possible. You're truly a miracle worker with tons of advice and ideas. I am blessed to have a friend like you. We may not go to the same school anymore, or know the same people, but I know that I can always confide in you. I love you girlie. Long Live Lady Gaga. foeevvverrr. :)