the list

has been narrowed down the three.
the three that mean the most to me.


the best friend;
we've had our ups and downs, but we made it through.
we've tested each others limits, and we both passed.
you're the person i call at 2 am when i need to talk.
you're the one who knows everything about me.
you're the one who doesn't ever get upset with me,
even when you have every right too.
you're the best friend i've ever had, and no one could
ever take me away from you, and no one could ever
replace you. ! L0V3 y0U

the blondie:
giirrllll you have been there through everything i have
gone through in the past three and a half years. you have
been a shoulder to cry on, brutally honest, and my official
outfit designer. when i thought i lost my way you pulled me
in and brought me closer to Christ. i don't think i've ever
been such a believer. thank you for that. when i needed
someone to reassure my actions, you were there and left me
and uplifting comment that eliminated all of my second guessing.
a friend like you doesn't come around often, and i refuse to let
you leave me. illyyyyy<3

the mother:
mommy,
you have been there for me, and supported me through everything for the past 15 and half years. you're the person i spend most of my time with, and you know me better than both of my besties combined. you know the secrets i would never tell, and you know about my insane childhood.
you know that i cannot stand green beans.
you know that i love when we sing in the car.
you know that i am potentially fearless.
you know that i miss our long talks.
you know that i can't hide anything from you.
you know that sometimes, when i talk about something
that means so much to me, i begin to cry. (happy tears)
you know that i am so extremely proud to be your child.
you know that everything i want, i can get, as long as i try.
you know my favorite band, song, actor, movie, food, color, & clothing.
you know that dresses are always a win with me.
you know that i always speak my mind.
you know that you're the wisest lady i've ever met in my life.
you're my mother, and nothing you say or do could ever make me love you any less. i try my hardest sometimes to push you away, because i know that i'm growing up, and you can't be there for me forever. we fight a lot. not because of what you say or what you do. i fight because i don't want to be like you. mostly, i'm fighting the disappointment, because i know that no matter how hard i try, i will never be as amazing as you. you know everything, and for some crazy reason you still love me with all your heart. you've taught me things that school could never. you showed me the way, and let me go. you watched me fall, and it took everything you had to not go and help me up. thank you for making me such a strong person. for guiding me, so i could make the right decisions. i don't really think you'll ever know how much i love you, and appreciate you.

you really are my best friend. and the best one i'll ever have. thank you moddy. :)
i love you.


i finally know who my real friends are. :)