I admit it, I love you.

As much as I try to tell people that I wish I had a different family, or how we fight, I cannot deny the fact that I love them unconditionally. I have always been pretty close with my entire family, being the youngest on both sides you'd think I'd get picked on the most. Not true, I am actually loved the most. :] This year at Thanksgiving it was different to see pretty much everyone sitting at the "Adult" table and making adult conversation. I was asked, mulitiple times, what classes I was taking, what I wanted to do in life, and where I wanted to go to college..etc. I tried my best to answer all of the questions with a full answer, like a complete sentence, and I avoided saying "I don't know" as much as possible. I felt like I had answered all these questions before, but the last time I was asked, I was a child. All the answers I gave were just random, and they changed almost every year. Now, I'm fifteen, and I feel like I need to choose a career path. While we were talking at the table, my cousin Michelle, who is 25 is still going to school, and she has no idea what she wants to be. My cousin Drue is 19 and has changed his major 4 times. I don't want to be like them, I want to know what I'm going to do with my life. And I will.